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Monday, October 17, 2005
I was sooo inspired with Pastor Joey's preaching yesterday - about keeping our eyes and our hearts focused on our first love... Jesus. Sometimes we are sooo engrossed with church work and ministry that we lose focus on the most important thing of all. The reason we're doing what we're doing, the point of everything.... our love for Jesus.
How do you lose Love? When the relationship becomes a set of rules...
And so to keep it, we must always remember, our first love...
"Remember"
There's a new song in my heart
A song of overflowing love
Of everlasting joy
A song for my first love
I play and i remember
The first time you smiled at me
I sing and i remember
When you said you love me
Chorus:
And it keeps me going (going)
And it keeps me running
Your love keeps on burning in my heart
(burning in my heart)
Then, i remember
Someone's holding my hand
to carry me through
and it's you. (i remember, i remember, i remember it's you..)
I hear music and remember
the first time you danced with me
I smile when i remember you said
"you're exactly how i made you to be"
I play and i remember
The first time you smiled at me
I sing and i remember
When you said you love me
(Chorus)
When darkness falls around me
And there is nothing i can see
I close my eyes and let you be
the light that sets me free
And i'll always remember
How you gave your life for me
I'll remember one thing that's true
My first love will always be you!
(I remember, i remember, i remember it's you...)
...always be you... (3x)
i love you.
Posted at 09:11 pm by colynn
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Monday, September 26, 2005
I can't believe that for some time now, i've been thinking of nothing else but myself. What am i gonna do next? What's in store for me? What direction am i supposed to take? What's the destiny God has for me? Me, me, me!
What am i living for? Why should i go on? Why do i fight? For whom will i win this battle?
For me? No!!
I live, i breathe, i fight for one reason... one person... God!
It's all about Him. Take Him away from my life and im worthless. Apart from Him, I am nothing.
And it's amazing how much He loves me. He showed me that i am worth His life.
But Lord, what can i give to you? Even my life is not worthy, but its all i can give.
So everyday i dedicate my life to Him.
Every breath. Every step.
For my Dad. For my King!
My all for my God!
ALL FOR HIS GLORY!!!
Posted at 02:09 am by colynn
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Thursday, September 22, 2005
It's been a long day.
So much coincidences. Were they?
So many places.
Relationships started.
Relationships bonded.
A soul saved.
More work.
More is given.
Costs were counted.
Costs were taken.
A long and tiring day.
Another battle to fight tomorrow.
But it's all worth it.
For i cannot give Him something that didn't cost me anything.
He fought for me, and it cost Him His life.
Is this all i can give?
Posted at 01:17 am by colynn
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Tuesday, September 20, 2005
Last night i was in bliss... =)
so i wrote my own love song to God =)
Bliss
as the sun rises (g-d-c)
i open my eyes
i see your sweet face
i feel your strong embrace
chorus:
and that is why i live (g-c)
that is why i breathe (g-am)
that is why i fight (g-c)
and run all day and night (g-d)
for you my Dad ang King (c-b#m)
for you my everything (c-d -- g- d - c)
my soul is secure (g-d-c)
now that im yours
im lost in your love
forever i'll be with you
Posted at 01:13 am by colynn
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Monday, September 19, 2005
A tribute to Harold Soon (haha naks)
It my good friend Harold's birthday today! And he's 23! (haha harry you're old na talaga. before 21 ka lang, and i thought you were old, now you're 23 na!) This guy blurts out the funniest hirits. But also, he is a baby boy at heart =D He says he is hopeless.... i'd say hopeless romantic! haha =P but im looking forward to the day he's meet the One... ha! Harry, you'll see! He has a killer voice, he is the one-man south border of celadon... "Kahit kailan...." and "Pasko na sinta ko...." woohooo! =D
Anyways, he's a great artist too. So i thought of showing off his paintings, because he wont. Here! Check these out! =D
  
"moonlight" "mountain" "neon flowers"
  
"sunrise" "sunset" "waterfall"
There, don't you think they're great? i just looove Sunrise! =D well, if there's one talent that Harry doesn't have, its naming his paintings. Haha kidding. Happy Birthday! =D (reminder: BMW race coming soon...)
Posted at 09:48 am by colynn
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Sunday, September 18, 2005
Going home, from two debut parties i attended tonight, i felt tired and i longed to talk and just be with God again. In the car, i started to sing... "Did you rise the sun for me? Or paint a million stars..." Then i looked up in the sky. *Sigh* I felt sad. The entire sky was covered with clouds. No stars tonight. Then, i heard someone say "Look again." When i looked up again, oh my! There is one star! One star twinkling brightly! "I made it twinkle for you tonight. It traveled millions of lightyears, just for you."
Oh Daddy, i love you! ='D
Posted at 12:26 am by colynn
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Wednesday, September 14, 2005
After a loooong and exhausting day, nothing beats just being home again to rest. But where's home? Home is where your loved ones are... a place where you belong, a place where you are accepted even if you are at your worst, a place where you can just have rest and peace and security.... and feel soooo loved. *sigh*
I am home, when im in the presence of God. Nothing, nothing in the world can ever compare to just being with my Dad. I belong to Him because i am from Him and so my soul finds rest in His presence. Kuya Jose once told us that whenever you feel tired and weary, just start worshiping God, and you'll be home again. And it's true. Soooo true. =)
Posted at 11:50 pm by colynn
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Tuesday, September 13, 2005
it was a looong day.
You were there,
every minute, every second
in every step
in every breath
in every beat of my heart.
i'll close my eyes again
and dream tonight
of fairy tales and adventures
of battles to fight
when i open my eyes
in the morning
i'll see your face again
i'll see you smiling...
the reason i get up
to live, breathe and worship again.
i can do this forever
as long as it's for You
every single day
i'll lay my life down for you
cuz i have fallen deeper
deeper
deeper
in love.
Posted at 01:57 am by colynn
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Friday, September 09, 2005
I met up with my bestest friends for dinner. Im just soooooo happy to see us together again! Well, minus one, Sasa's in the states now =(. May, Joanne, Sasa, Anagab and i (take note, our favorite colors..) have been the bestest of friends since high school, and i think nothing can ever tear us apart! I remember each and every one of us on our first day of class in Pisay.... May was the noisy and "mayabang" girl from ICA, Joanne was the talkative girl from St. Scho, Sasa was the "quiet" girl from Poveda, Ana was the pretty and down-to-earth girl from Miriam, and I, well, im the humble and timid girl from Olga (yeaaahhhhh right!)
Today, we've grown up (uhuh!). May is the uber-smart oblation scholar ECE major from UP who recently went to Harvard to compete their thesis (which i totally do not understand). Joanne still sees floating numbers on top of her head, and will soon work as an actuary in a big insurance company (but even in her yuppy corporate attire, she still looks like a kid). Sasa is sweeter than ever, and according to the latest news update, she's about to work in a bank? Ha! Lots of dollars in there! Anagab, the MBB major and future genetic engineer, as passionate and nationalistic as always, is always out fighting and rallying for what she believes in. But also as always, she's still a hearthrob to the press (watch our for her on tv...hehe..) Colynn, uhhh, colynn is still very humble. Hehehe.... =P
Pics!
 
May and me - "maarte girls" Anagab and Joanne - "cute girls"
Sasa, come back na. Our next official barkada pic is due soon. We miss you ='( mwah! i love you all!
Posted at 01:06 am by colynn
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Tuesday, September 06, 2005
There is nothing like watching Return of the King (extended version) because of the dreamy landscapes, ancient cities, mythical characters, courageous kingly men and fighting princesses. While watching it, i felt compelled to stand up, get my sword, ride on my horse and fight! Problem is, have no sword, no horse and no filthy-little-maggot-orcs to fight. So i got my pencil and drew myself going to war. When i finished it, i stared at my work, and saw a deep revelation in that drawing....
..... that i should stick to singing. Hehehe. It wasn't exactly what i had in mind, but i really like the sword in the picture cuz it has Bible verses on it (cuz, the word of God is a double-edged sword!) - yeah, that's MY sword all right.
Switching to another topic, EA and i tried out a particularly weird donut from hotloops last saturday. It had the weirdest color of blue - a shade which i find very unattractive for something edible... So we had people in YOF bite into this mystery donut and asked them what they think the flavor is:
Patrick: Ano to... bubble gum?
Bia: Bat ganito lasa nito?!
Dar: Blue berry?!?!
Dan: Bahala ka dyan...
Grace: (shows us an im-going-to-hit-you fist)
JV: lasang blueberry.... parang may wine....
Agnes: lasang coke?
Char: (makes a really-really ugly face) uh... cola? ---> and we have a winner!!!! (blink-blink-blink) Char wins because Coke is competetive brand to C2 which as we all know comes from hotloops....
If you're curious what it tastes like, go ahead ;oD
Posted at 09:32 pm by colynn
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